It is quite sad to realise how much I am getting old. To be honest, I still feel like I’m in my 20s. I work out hard these days—run every morning—five days per week—do yoga every morning, do 30 minutes of cardio, and eat something healthy, but my weight is not much different, and my belly looks horrible. Of course, I’m not obsessing about losing weight and looking better. The point is I want to look healthier. I sit down on my desk for 5-6 hours per day. I need some core muscle to do that, otherwise, my back will be hurt. I want to lose fat a bit from my belly because I already have uterus issues and fat provides more estrogen. However, it is not going as well as I thought. Even 3-4 years ago, if I skipped a few meals, I easily could lose my weight but, now I can’t. So I have to work out more than before to get the same body as before. It is sad, but it is what it is. To be honest, it is a healthy way to do it to take more time than just eating less. These days a lot of things ask me for more patience. How lucky I am to have that ability. As you know, my diary, patience is my major.

BTW I’m a fan of cucumbers now. How odd it happens?

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